you do know, right? that everything isn't all about you?
so then, what do you think you're doing?

there are other happier, more exciting and interesting things to do and think of besides worrying about you and your selfish self. i will never understand your games and i've chosen not to. you can do anything as you please, that'd be the best solution for the both of us.

if you're going to try, go all the way.
otherwise, don't even start.

not all problems have solutions.
sometimes, it's better to just let them be.
so stop trying to deal with them.
instead, talk about it, let it go and just get on with your life.

OKAY? argh.

at this very moment, i feel like deleting my fb account.
oh and twitter (i dont tweet much anyways) and this lj account.
but i will not do what my mind is telling me to do because i know i will regret it.

i want to disappear and maybe just re-appear for certain nights.
i have always preferred nights to days.
days are just, too bright and hot and that makes me cranky.
...if that makes any sense.

i will remain uncontactable by phone and msn for now.
if you really need to get to me, try emailing. i might reply.
or if you know my house number, then good for you. 

being distant sometimes feels so good.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

gotta love this song and the vid is too cute! haha.

is it even possible to be surrounded by so many loved ones and yet i feel like i'm completely alone?

i realized i only blog when im feeling down or angry.
i should start blogging about happier things.
pfft.

i believe everything happens for a reason.
people change so that we can learn how to let go.
things go wrong so that we'd appreciate them when they're right.
we believe lies so that eventually we learn to trust no one but ourselves.
and sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

hmmmm.

i am so exhausted of trying my best to please everyone.
what did i get back in return?
yes, dont do kind deeds and expect anything in return.
but, im not asking for much, am i?
im so sick so fucking sick of always thinking i should just shut up and listen, and just, listen.
if i keep listening, and you do the talking, who the fuck will listen to me then?

fyi, this is for many, not just one.
don't ask who what why. im not going to answer.
if you think this is about you, go ahead and think that way.

ive put up with enough.
and right now, i refused to take in anymore shit.

i want to run away to somewhere where no one knows me.
no one.

lies all lies. nothing but bullshit.
sick of it. SICK OF IT.

im having one of those sleepless nights.
at this very moment, i just feel like shit and nothing anyone say can make me feel better.